09 November, 2007

a man who the company wants

I have had my own Korean webpage. the contents are similar as this blog. But i didnt manage that for a while. about a year...? maybe. because I was getting busy, and got this blog. so I didnt need that. the old home is going to disappear soon. yup i will not pay for it anymore.
today i read many of writings posted in my web. the more I read, the more I feel I changed. at that time I had many of small dreams. I knew what I wanted to be. and I did for it.

the man who the company wants... i think now I am.
my work has became larger and larger. and busy as much. I could go to cinematheque alone no longer, but go to the office for work remained. while busy, i think It sometimes gives me sense of achievement then felt a little happy, sometimes heavt stress though.
but now i think that someone who the company wants is the man not humane.(yes. thats just for me)
many of my dream is been gone far away. I really dont know what i want.


that's what happen to me nowadays.

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