hard times

getting busy, busy, and busy. that's nowadays' life of me.
the world gives lots of information to me, but I can't take in. sometimes a little scared. because my future would be the same like that. its a fucking horrid.
many people died from shooting of the dictatorin burma, far from greif or anger I have no power to read a newspaper about it. frankly it might be undesireable. well... i don't know...

And physical strength is getting worse. perhaps when stressful I ate a lot things and drank. so I decided to restart to swim and did today. I realized it take a few weeks to rebuild enduarance.

its really a hard times for me.